Juvanex and Me

I've got this stuff 2 days ago. The reason of grabbing it because I feel so malas and berat badan to make a move lately... it might be the toxin that has been flowing in my body since so long. So far, Juvanex gives me irregular bowel movements,super duper tired feel, ulcer, a bit headache and pee a lot! These are the sight effect perhaps! Since the detox programs 2 days ago, i've been practicing a "light' diet. LIGHT = cruel diet to my body.. yeah! I heard once, we have to be cruel to our body in order to contribute to good health and ideal body. I've taken rice third times a day for every meal hour. But since the detox program, I've applying small amount of rice and juvanex jus for breakfast, 1-2 slice bread mix with green epal or fruits for lunch and juvanex jus together with less carbohydrate food for dinner. Its such a sudden changing diet plan but Im sure I will accustomed to it.

Hurmm...something has come across my mind. Since I've started detoxing my body, why not I just go with the proper diet plan for the days ahead? Im so frustated knowing that my currently weight is 67.7 kg! Macam seguni beras~ orrr even worse than a seguni beras! T_T. I was crying badly at hubby's shoulder...why im getting so faaaaaattttt? it looks so ugly to see myself in picture, and my health will getting worse if Im not doing something right started from now! Hubby replied me " Oyu,tau dok bakpo Oyu naik badan? ...

1. Cake - asal terasa nak make,terus g beli,nok2 favourite Oyu,Secret Recipie..
2. KFC - asal terliur je beli,tak dok pantang lansung.
3. Nasi - kuat makan nasi, siap tamboh lagi sekarang ni

Fuh pedas! but then those are true! +_+ sorry for my body because I have torture you to not eating those 3 listed on the above. From now on,those 3 meals are your BIG-BIGGER-BIGGEST enemy okes body! You can taste it body, but it will be very delicate! So body, you better be sure and prepared for a new lifestyle , a better one of course! And MIND, be sure to always remind the body about the goal - to get a healthier life !

The path i choose

If I were decided to be in Shah Alam,for the M.Ed (Management and Leadership ) enrollment, I might have been there by now searching for a rent house nearest the faculty. Plus, If I were meant to be UiTM student,I should pay for the fee by now, getting my stuffs done in the luggage, and prepare for my cats accessories & health care in pack. BUT????

Why I am still here? Paying and preparing nothing...still sit back and relax. I did ask myself sometimes ...(but the self-asking question has been repeating often lately) : Betul ke keputusan ini?...adakah betul keputusan ini....?

I love to continue my study,to gain and to make one step higher.. but when i think about KPLI chances...Im in doubt situation. According to hubby, Its better to wait for KPLI result on 8 January 2o10 instead of paying fees for UiTM enrollment and if I were chosen for the KPLI enrollment,the UiTM fees will be just a waste.Moreover,Master application will always available for every year.All I need to do is just wait for the KPLI result first and if i were not accepted for KPLI enrollment,there's still master application can be applied on next year.

Yeah.....hubby is totally right! But....I love to further my study earlier and in the same time, I am so eager to know my KPLI result. I love both of them...dun wanna let go both of it !!! Argh !!! Im lost !

So the path i choose is, let go all the master offers (UiTM,UUM,UPM,UTM) and.....work hard on KPLI result. In case I were not accepted for KPLI enrollment next year, I'll be in Putrajya for rayuan. Thats for sure because this is the path I chose. Yes...this is...

24 Years Old in Kesyukuran

Alhamdulillah...

Syukur ke hadrat Illahi kerana memanjangkan lagi umur diri ini... Im such grateful for this gift from HIM. Syukur juga ke Hadrat Illahi untuk segala pengalaman hidup doesnt matter yang pahit atau manis.Those experiences will make us grow up and being a human..a better human in future.Thanks Allah s.w.t. All the tears dropped out years back will be remain as a memory,and all the successful and smiling of joy will be remain as a glory. Alhamdulillah.

My birthday..24 years old of mine.6 years to come,i'll be turn to 30.oh how time ticking so fast...how am I (in figure perspective of course! :p ) on my 30 years age?? banyakke alignment yang akan lari? hihihi...just kidding! Where would I be on 6 years to come? my teacher in SMKCR once said to me...dun think for 3 years to come, but we shud think and target where we should be on 10 years ahead? where?? where?? where?? Me myself dont know the exact 'where' I will be placed...what I'll be doing...and how many children I have on that time...hihihi..how I wish to get to know the future..do I need to give an emergency call to Doraemon for the future curious?! just kidding ! (;

Bunch of hugs and kisses to my lovely friends and cousins for the birthday wishes...so many wishes has been thrown up to me. TQVM. No matter what the wishes is, I really appreciate every single of it. Ditadahkan dengan ucapan Amiiin...

To my dearest family,

Thanks for the doa kesyukuran and the gifts. Terima kasih juga untuk all the supports and sacrifices given. Nothing can compare how much I love my hubby and my family buddies...and how all of you are really mean to me... thanks for accepting who I am...and thanks for all the considerations. I LOVE YOU ALL.

I dun wish for any fabulous things in my life, any luxurious lifestyle demands to be practiced, and any branded stuffs to be grabbed. The only wish I want is love,trust,and honest in circle of my life.

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY SITI SULIANA,MAY YOU WILL GROW UP AS A SWEET AND MATURE YOUNG LADY.

KPLI Interview Dec 2oo9

Hye! Sorry for a quite long abandon....

There so much thing happened few weeks back and yes, those things made me burst out.

Let share my stories with a good news first.

6th November 2oo9
Sunday - just a normal day

When I was sitting comfortably watching TV, there was a incoming call on my phone. The number was very unfamiliar but then I answered it. Guess who? It was from Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia(KPM) calling to inform me that my application for Temuduga KPLI Januari 2010 Sesi Rayuan has been approved and I am needed to print out all the documents needed at the KPM website. What a news! A week before the school session end, there was KPLI interview result released. Me? yeah, Im failed to get myself on the interview stage. But, I really dont know they have appeal session for the interview. Im speechless for a moment but then I ran to my father to inform the news. He was smiling widely. Yes, it means a hope.... the interview will be held on 1oth December 2oo9.

Interview letter

10.12.2009
Thursday - the interview day

Upon arrival - 9.30 a.m

Adik accompanied me and we had arrived an hour early. Its better early than late right? 15 minutes before 10.00 o'clock, I force Adik to help me memorizing those 6 thrust of Education Development Master Plan (PIPP), Malaysian Standard Teacher (SGM) and its criteria. Not forgotten, the teacher's day theme for this year and all related information about education issues. There were nine candidate all together for my session. The course applied was different from each other.But most of them applied for B.M and Pemulihan course. Me? English subject. Grrr.... Im not really expert in language...Neither English nor B.Melayu. But I'll try my best for every things...

By 10.30, one of the interviewer came out from the interview room as to submit Surat Akuan Perjanjian to us. It was Surat Perjanjian untuk rela mengajar di Sabah dan Sarawak sekiranya dapat. Fuh! There's no such thing during the previous interview I've attended. After done submitting the form,the interviewer asked us to collated all the documents needed in order just like written on the sheet given to us. Firstly, I am very grateful since all the documents needed were set. But then, I was very suprised when I read the statement :

BORANG MAKLUMAT DIRI BESERTA GAMBAR BERUKURAN PASSPORT

????? I never thought of the passport picture.Gosh! then I re-read my borang maklumat diri. Bad! There's a column provided for passport picture!!! Damn! Oh Damn ! My temperature was getting high. Aduiii ! Then, some friends suggested to me : ' Check in your purse. Mesti ade kot passport pic and check juge in your handbag' . ------- Checked ! there was no passport picture in those bag. Then, one of them told me :' Better ask your Adik to snap pic thru her phone and go find a kedai gambar nearest' . Ok, that's idea was brilliant~! I reached the phone and dial her number fast. But the worst was,Kredit x cukup !!! hadddddduiiii !!! Since my hubby uses maxis, so it will be sufficient for me to text him and ask him to call my sister to call me back.

On that time, adik was at her friend's house.,Dini. It took 45 minutes to get back at my interview place, Maktab Perguruan Pengkalan Chepa. So, by hook or by crook, she needs to be there before the interview session end. Lucky, she managed to come before the interview started. She gave me her passport picture since our face are look alike but then I asked each of candidates whether the picture got my look. Hampeh ! the answers were BIG NO.

So, Adik snap my picture and drove to the nearest Mall, Pantai Timur Pengkalan Chepa to get the pictures in passport size. Mean while, me and all candidates were in the interview room for the first session,group discussion. Dah kauteem baeek dengan one of the guys (two guys only among nine candidates) yang akan jadi leader and will pass up to me. The guy is Faezah Mamat friend at Jabatan Kementerian Putrajaya. What a small world! Things flowed just liked expected. Alhamdulillah.

nervous smile o_O

Done the first session, the second session which was Personal interview will be held right after that. We out from the room,wait untill the bell rang. Once the bell ring,its means first candidate should be in the room for personal interview. Guess who was the first? - ME - I was quite mad when none of them didnt want to write their name as a first candidate on the name list given.They kept on pass up the sheet to each other. It was just waste! Hmmm.... then I decided let me be the first, so that I can get home early, have my sleep early,eat early and forget all abot this early.

Thank God, adik arrived on time. I enter the room with glue and a passport size picture. I did apologize for my silly mistakes and stick the picture on the borang maklumat diri right in front of him. There you go. - the interview started :-

1. They asked me about SGM (Malaysian Standard Teacher) and Alhamdulillah, I have ideas to answer the questions.

2. They asked how to make students love to read ? and again, Alhamdulillah,Allah s.w.t gave me ideas to elaborate it.(eventhought some of the ideas were not good enough to say)

3. They asked me to stand up and sing a song ~ any song I know as to demonstrate to them how to make students attract on what I am teaching to them. They pretended to be students and I as a teacher. Dammmn !!! They had kidding me off! I did what they said, and the song ? they picked the song to me :- Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. At the end? They gelak besar on me. Bad!!!

Lastly, I asked them whether I need to sit for written test or not. The answer given was so annoying " hahaha..Thanks Siti for remind me on that part. Now you take the group dissucssion question and write the solution we had disscussed just now in English" .... "you can do it outside"

OMG !!! Teruk betul rasanya kena ! I did the essay. On my first submission, the essay was rejected. Too short ( eventhough one page) - they said. So i wrote it again and make my handwriting bigger.hahaha... enough for two pages,i re-submit to them. They said " x nak sambung lagi ke?" huh! I said " saya x lunch lagi Sir, Saya Lapar" . once again, they tibai gelak on me. Ah! read my lips : WHATEVER.

Last but not least, I salam2 with the other candidate and heading to the nearest Marry Brown for lunch.

THE INTERVIEW SESSION WAS KILLING ME !!!

My first AidilAdha wish in blog

Firstly,I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all muslim in the world. This is my first raya aidiladha wish in my blog.Weee~! Happy~! (*_*)

Are you doing your qorban for raya haji this year? Wuuu...I'd love to say that I would do Qorban this year~! cewah ! Very excited since this is my first time doing the qorban. The idea came when hubby asked me, have I done qorban before ? Then my answer was simple : never once.
Hubby understood because I have no money (not enuf rather than No hihi..) since I was a students years back. So hubby said he has did it fourth time. Suddenly he came out with suggestion,why not I do the qorban this year? He'll pay for it. Waaaaa~ Im so happy to hear that! A cow has 7 bahagian,If Im not mistaken. So, hubby told Ma that I want to do Qorban this year and he will do it by next year. Ma quite happy to hear that and Ma called granny quickly to ask is there any chance for me to join their group for qorban. Granny said yes. There's 2 members needed to fill the group. Hah! Im happy and smiling widely on that night....

I never thought that I will do qorban this year and I have to take a moment to digest myself to the qorban envolvement for this year. Wa~ Really : This year,Siti Suliana bt Che Samsudin going to has her first qorban experience. Alhamdulillah.

Thanks for the rezeki ya Allah.

Happy Aidiadha you all...

Chow Chin Cau~

**Confuse**

Alhamdulillah...

My application for UPM enrolment has been approved. But one thing that made me suspend was,the reply process must be done before 24th Nov. Hey! Today is 24th Nov. But then how????

huuuuu....Easy! I called the postgraduate registration center for 3 times and on the third times, my call had been answered. Miss Siti Jumaah...I was talking to her regarding to my problem. Dengan selambanya beliau menjawab " Ala adik,abaikan tuh! Buat tak nampak je..."

hahahaha~ okes okes!

But,after pressing the accept button, my mind changed....

Which one should I go?

Master Education in Management and Leadership - UiTM?

or

Master Education in Information Technology - UPM?

hurm....let me share with you something.
I've done solat istiqarah before, asking from Allah s.w.t to show me, which universiti my name would be listed in...Then on that night, I've dreamnt of two-big-fat-goldfishes berenang2 around me twice...Then,now..I've got two offers come to me, UiTM and UPM...

....Allah s.w.t Maha Mengetahui.

Blessing Morning

Assalmualaikum

Hye! Good morning to everyone on earth...in every single city,wider to every single country and widest to every single planet in the world.
What a lovely present morning!
No rain yet, and the sun is glittering us with her beauty morning shine..
And my cats are playing at the garden happily after a few days not playing outside.
Phew~! I love morning on today !

Alhamdulillah...
Yesterday I've completed my task successfully.
A few plan had beeb planned and by hook or by crook, it was been done such in great!

First,me and my lil brother(eventhou his size is triple compared to me) drove to Klinik Haiwan placed in Kota Bharu,next to S.U.K to do some medical check to my lovely little cat,Jaguar.
Pity on him,he got bleeding thru his nose and had appetite problems. He also cant manage to eat a fish with the tulang2...so I need to cut the fish in slice just for him,
During the checking process with the vet, she showed me every part of Jaguar problems.

1. He got ulcer on his tounge :- No wonder he refused to eat and didnt licked milk by himself.
2. He got his nose abscessed :- that's where the bleeding spot..According to the vet,his got the bleeding because of the vommit thing. Yup,he had vommitted on last Thursday night.
3. His kidney abscessed :- Since the water in(drinking milk) didnt balance with the water out(pee),so the kidnye will get problems.

I saw the ulcer on his tounge.They were three spot all together. Fuh! Kalau manusia pun ade tiga tempat,Im certain we will cut down meals too.Am I rite?
Then, the veterinarian jabbed him a shot of antibiotic.During the process, Jaguar was just groaning,but a few second after that...MEEEEEOOOOWW!!!loudly and clear! hihihi...and he went toward after me then I hugged calmly.
hahaha! Such a new exprience for me!

After that, he had been swallowed with Vitamin and half of pill of ubat kencing lawas.
So, after settling the bill,we crossed the road heading for our car.He was so scared like hell!!!
His nails were stabbed - deeply - hurtly - painly - on my chest! Urghhh !!! Help! Help!
But then,in the car, he was sleep tightly in the basket..his favourite basket. I brought him there with him fav basket,not with the cage.hihihi..

Our next destination was KB Mall,looking for Ein's motorcycle spareparts,my kitties food at PETSHOP and mama's BODYSHOP compaq powder. During the LOOKING-FOR process,
we leave Jaguar in the basket,sleeping tightly. But,we did slidely opened all the windows so that he can breathe well.
The LOOKING PROCESS took 2 hours,and after we done and heading to our car,Jaguar was still sleep.I thought it would be the pills effect.
Then, we went to Kubang Pasu and has a sight-seeing in KB (sambil2 cari barang motor Ein lagi) around 3 hours.

Since we were very hungry,we dropped by at KFC Kubang Kerian to have lunch.Jaguar was left in the car again but he didnt sleep anymore and was playing at the backseat..playing with those motor spare part.

We reached home at 5.p.m

Once I put Jaguar in my room, Black came towards us like crazy. Then he licked Jaguar for quite of times.
Mama opened the door. Mama saw Black was licking Jaguar with love.Jaguar was freez still.
Mama told me,she heard Black was meowing loudly in my room since an hour back. Then, Mama thought he was hungry so Mama gave him a fish.Weirdly, he refused to eat. He was like looking for something..
Hurm...maybe he was looking for Jaguar.That was why he came towards Jaguar and licked him like crazy.I'm so touching for the brotherhood tails.
After the licking process done,Jaguar went to the food port..TO DRINK! Hey! Such a miracle! All this while,he cant and refused to drink.But suddenly,wah wah wah! Lama plak tu dia minum!
Alhamdulillah....this must be pills effect.
Im about to cry again.

On the last three days, he was just weakly quite on my bedroom,watching Black jumped over there and over here,and sometimes Black came to him and licked him comfortly.He also refused to eat at all and I have to give him milk every two hours by using the syringe that I asked at the nearest clinic(free).
Plus,the fish needed to be cut into a very small pices just him to eat easily. Honestly,i was about to cry everytime I have to feed him on that moments..The words " Ibu loves you Jaguar" never missed to him.The worst part was,he's right-front-leg cant be moved at all.
It abscessed with no reason. Refuse to eat and drink,leg abscessed and the nose bleeding...what to expect to the small tiny weak kitty like this? So hopeless. I never miss praying to Allah s.w.t to give Jaguar a good health one day... and

TODAY,he is playing with Black happily in front of me. Jump over there...Jump over here...
No leg problem anymore.
Drink milk by himself.
Not to forget,eat a lot...
pee and poo a lot too! (;
Alhamdulillah,grateful to Allah s.w.t.

Im such the happiest mommy on earth.

Weeeee!!! (;